I think I miss him. Fuck. :/
He’s a weirdo. I’m a weirdo. He likes me, I like him. He kissed me, I kissed him back. I do like him but I don’t want him. And I dislike myself for this but I know he’s more infatuated than in love. I don’t want a relationship, they’re too much of a hassle. And the thing that sucks the most is he’s my brother’s friend. But my brother doesn’t mind but he says to just not get attached and that’s what I intend to do. I don’t know. How did this all happen in one day? Freaking brother, you should’ve never left. I understand though. A part of me wants to give it a shot and another really doesn’t want to. I’d rather not. I just can’t believe me. Me, I never wanted to be like this. Man…on the bright side, I got my paycheck and can now start saving up for my computer. :I
I believe we have one more day of job training. Ugghh.
I’m still here people. I just refuse to go on Tumblr on my phone cause then I dont get to see everyones posts. :[ I can’t wait to get back on Tumblr as soon as I get another computer. I was hired at Chuck E. Cheeses and am waiting on Saturday to find out my hours. Then training and then soon, a new computer ! >.
Ugh, I tried going on the internet but every time I do, it freezes. :/ I won’t be on Tumblr for a while until I get that fixed…again. I only had it for a week and it fucked up again so actually, some time again till I get back on Tumblr. In case anyone cares. XD
- Saying no sometimes
- Wanting to be alone sometimes
- Saying no to sex
- Saying yes to sex
- Not being sure about your life career
- Deciding to study instead of going out
- Getting rid of the toxic people in your life
- Ending a relationship that is hurting you
- Not liking the things everyone else likes
*sees a pic of a skinny person* *inspired for 11 seconds*